kuuro-chan

Do it again. Just one more time Or something bad will happen This feeling won't refrain To scrub away the grime Do it again. Until it's just right, regardless of pain It'd better be prime Or something bad will happen It's never good enough for this nagging little brain Try it once more, get it perfect, and you'll be fine Do it again. Please don't stare with such disdain I hate it too but cannot whine Or something bad will happen My energy it loves to drain Until it's clean I can't abstain Do it again Or something bad will happen.

Who knows when it happened? You go to sleep, wake up, and then You realize something Something important And it's missing If it's so important, then why can't you remember? You get out of bed, ignoring that sick feeling in the pit of your stomach You tell yourself that everything's fine Just fine What's wrong? You don't know If it's so painful, then why can't you remember? It keeps going like this day after day And it occurs to you that something is wrong very, very wrong You've become a stranger to yourself That night, very long ago You changed You laughed when you wanted to cry You cried when you wanted to scream You scr